self
loner, afraid to live, writer, creative, loyal, volatile moods, self-hatred, self-abuse, fear of people, cynic, sarcastic, likes the unconventional, is afraid to take a chance, not ready to give up bad habits, tired of living, tired of feeling tired, wants to be thin, wants to not care, wants to find love, afraid to find love, poet, bitch, feels like a w.hore, ambivalent to health, afraid for friends, sick and tired of being sick and tired, empty

likes
curiousity, imagination, introversion, logic, loneliness, blankness, future, strength, perseverance, talent, individuality, openness, friends, cutting, hospitals, hope

dislikes
fear, helplessness, the past, numbness, the present, people, hurt, abuse, mental illness, contempt, conformity, ignorance, self-indulgence, shallowness, overdoses

Not contradicting everything my teachers say

Reading, writing, Acting, My dear lover Anna, dwelling on the past, singing quietly under my breath, and wearing a lot of black. I have been acting for several years, have been in many differnet plays and plan to go to England when I'm 18 and attend RADA